posts from mistakemp4.neocities.orghttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/my-work-so-far/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/my-work-so-far/Fuuuck where do I even start I have been away from this site for 5 months despite telling myself id make one post…. Every month? Yeah? Wow. I got way off target there. I honestly dont even remember what I was talking about, I need to reread my last blog. whatever, im sure whatever I talked about i...Tue, 06 Oct 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/lm-employed/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/lm-employed/I made quite a few lofty goals for my site last month with my 1 year create-a-versary. Many of these under the presumption that my job search would continue to have bleak outcomes and I would remain unemployed. However, this ended up somehow NOT being the case, despite the abysmal job market for man...Sun, 26 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/1-year-on-the-indie-web/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/1-year-on-the-indie-web/I never actually expected myself to keep up with this site as much as I did. That is not self deprecation, that is historical evidence. I have attempted to make personal sites before. I would mess with layouts for a week straight, post maybe two entries, and then slowly forget it existed. Another ab...Sun, 15 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/polyamory-in-my-early-20s-was-a-mistake-probably-1/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/polyamory-in-my-early-20s-was-a-mistake-probably-1/## Or maybe I am just the problem Being polyamorous in your early 20s is quite an experience to say the least. I am not sure if it is the unfinished frontal lobe, arent they saying that does not even wrap up until your 30s now??? Or if it is just my own personal build of BPD, hypersexuality, and se...Sun, 01 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/2-18-2026-blog/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/2-18-2026-blog/Im taking 5 courses this semester, the lowest workload I’ve had yet. Class by class, here is how I’ve been faring so far: ## DS110 I did end up passing DS110 and moving on to DS115, which is still with the professor I basically have to kiss ass for to pass. So far we have had two surprise 11:15am ...Wed, 18 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/i-bricked-my-linux-desktop-12-hours-before-moving/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/i-bricked-my-linux-desktop-12-hours-before-moving/# I bricked my linux desktop 12 hours before moving I had everything packed. Boxes stacked. Desk cleared. Final semester of college ahead of me~ All I wanted to do was sit down, play some games for a bit, and mentally decompress before moving. Instead, I accidentally bricked my Linux desktop. It ...Sun, 25 Jan 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/life-update-on-break/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/life-update-on-break/Happy New Year! It is now officially 2026, which feels fake to say out loud. Final grades still aren’t in until January 6th, so there’s this constant low-grade anxiety hanging over me about whether I passed DS110 and can move on to DS115. If everything works out, I’ll have just one semester left bef...Sat, 03 Jan 2026 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/life-update-on-christmas/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/life-update-on-christmas/Christmas came and went, and once again I was reminded that my family does not believe in the concept of moderation. This is not a complaint. This is simply how things are. Most of what I got was straight off my wishlist, which honestly makes the whole thing feel even more surreal. It’s one thing ...Fri, 26 Dec 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/life-update/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/life-update/Finals are over!! I took my last final last tuesday, and went home right after that. Tbh they went... miserably... Not "I failed everything and my life is ruined" miserably, but the kind of miserable where you walk out of the room and immediately start replaying every question in your head like a c...Wed, 17 Dec 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/burnout/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/burnout/I finished all the work I need to do before finals, including making note pages / cheat-sheet notecards, and it is only Monday 😭. Yes, this means my shitty group project members finally did their work (or enough of it for me to submit.) My birthday was pretty chill. I had a fun D&D session where ...Mon, 01 Dec 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/life--such/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/life--such/Aight, in an attempt to not let my blog die out, I plan to update it more frequently. This means writing about life events that are seemingly small or unimportant, but that I can look back at later and go like "oooh so that's what I was doing!!!" In short, that is what this entry is gonna be. Befor...Tue, 25 Nov 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/set-it-off-concert/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/set-it-off-concert/Last night, I had the pleasure of attending the Set It Off concert at Ace of Spades! This was my first concert in quite some time, as I am usually not one for the big crowds and pushing and shoving but overall I had a wonderful time. I saw them for their "Self-Titled Tour", which supports their firs...Sat, 15 Nov 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/diary--past-present-future-i-am-fucking-exhausted/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/diary--past-present-future-i-am-fucking-exhausted/Today has been fucking miserable!!! I think I need a break. I had an insanely busy weekend, starting on Friday I had a job interview during the day, which was followed quickly by my CAIN ttrpg game. The game went over schedule about 30 minutes since we were quite close to finishing the case and kil...Mon, 10 Nov 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/i-used-to-hate-those-people/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/i-used-to-hate-those-people/I used to hate those people back in high school. The ones who made the bathroom smell like fruity berry blast and chemicals. I thought it was pathetic. I'd roll my eyes at the kids passing around their carts and vapes, smelling like fake mango and giggling at their bad decisions. I thought that I wo...Thu, 06 Nov 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/tarot-reading-mind-body-spirit/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/tarot-reading-mind-body-spirit/I thought it might be interesting for me to document when I do my tarot readings on my blog, so that I can look back on them and see connections. I am an amateur at this kind of stuff and I in no way have all the cards memorized yet, but I still enjoy the process of connecting my life to some sort o...Tue, 04 Nov 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/my-bad-for-neglecting-my-blog/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/my-bad-for-neglecting-my-blog/*Bashes my head against the wall* Hello internet, ~~my future self~~, <small>(If you aren't me reading this, why are you even here?)</small> This is basically a diary entry. Welcome to my mind palace. Enter at your own risk. No, I will not provide context. It seems that getting my degree is more ...Mon, 27 Oct 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/persona-4-golden/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/persona-4-golden/I started playing _Persona 4 Golden_ and couldn’t stop for a week. I binged the whole thing until I finished my first run. It completely pulled me in. Even though it’s an older game, it still feels alive. The art style is charming. The music is catchy. The small-town setting gives it a warm and nos...Fri, 06 Jun 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/things-to-do-this-summer-0_0/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/things-to-do-this-summer-0_0/Things I want to do over summer in no particular; order: - Make website v2 design, - Learn frameworks for website v2. Figure out how analytics work, I want some of those too..., - Code website v2, upload to nekoweb, - Work... somewhere (please hire me anyone please i need money ive applied to so man...Wed, 14 May 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/college-update2-hopefully-semesters-left/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/college-update2-hopefully-semesters-left/**Hoooo boy.** Well, it’s coming to the end of my second year of college, and *wow*, what an experience. It has *not* been the transformative, liberating dreamscape that was promised to me. Not the one all the adults hyped up. Instead of the "best time of my life," it’s been… the opposite. And yet, ...Mon, 14 Apr 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/minecraft-movie-review-a-fun-kids-movie-despite-its-flaws/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/minecraft-movie-review-a-fun-kids-movie-despite-its-flaws/I liked it, even with all of its flaws. If you go into it just thinking it's a fun kids movie, you'll probably enjoy it too. I've been playing Minecraft since 2015, so I’m a long-time fan. It’s been a huge part of my life, and honestly, it's the reason I got into gaming in the first place. It also ...Thu, 10 Apr 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/clinical-trial--my-deeply-personal-analysis/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/clinical-trial--my-deeply-personal-analysis/**MAJOR SPOILER WARNING** If you haven’t played _Clinical Trial_ yet, I strongly encourage you to experience it firsthand before reading this. You can play the game for free [here](https://homieshouse.itch.io/clinical-trial). Please read the game’s trigger warnings in the itch.io page description be...Fri, 04 Apr 2025 00:00:00 GMThttps://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/labels/https://mistakemp4.neocities.org/blog/post/labels/Labels have always felt more like a cage than a comfort to me. Sure, they can be useful for communication, for quick explanations, for connecting with others who share similar experiences. But the second I try to fit myself into a label, it feels like I have to cut off parts of myself just to make i...Thu, 03 Apr 2025 00:00:00 GMT