My bad for neglecting my blog

Bashes my head against the wall

Hello internet, my future self, (If you aren’t me reading this, why are you even here?)

This is basically a diary entry. Welcome to my mind palace. Enter at your own risk. No, I will not provide context.

It seems that getting my degree is more labor intensive than I might have initially realized. I am swamped with work due to negligent professors who cant teach and have incomprehensible accents. Senior year is no joke. Hence part of the reason I have neglected this site for 5 months. Although now, I am posting, and updating my site layout, 5 months later. One of my gfs (June) has migrated this new layout onto the Astro framework. thank you june. im too stupid for ts.

I have also gained a particularly larger social circle (+6) since my last update cause I joined another club at school (TAG) and have been playing CAIN with them every Friday night. Very cool people, all pretty experienced in TTRPGs, all super kind, all fun to talk to. Kia is also going to introduce me to some new people (one of them somehow a popular music artist?????) next next weekend when we go to a convention together as well, so that will be fun.

My birthday is coming up! That means it has almost been a full year since I stopped talking to Gwen and her fuck ass boyfriend, although it feels like it has been a lot less time. I am so glad those narcissistic whores are out of my life. Telling me its my fault that I don’t get to spend a birthday with my friends, and hanging the idea of a birthday present over my head for leaving Kia, was still absolutely diabolical behavior. Especially when her reaching for straws to pick at was what caused her anger in the first place, like be fucking for real there is no way you dropped me because kia and I like deadpool & wolverine and you wanted to argue with us about our interest. Vilifying me for standing up for someone you had been bullying and excluding in private is insane and I will die on that hill.

Anyway going back to the topic of why I have been so busy (sorry I had to narc on Gwen for a bit) I somehow am dating 3 people now wtf… Getting 3 bitches is wild and I never thought I would. This polyamory thing infects D&D groups like the plague. It also takes up a lot of time. Especially cause I only live with one of my gfs, so my weekend is taken up by visiting my other gf and my bf. I never thought I would be in this situation but now I am I suppose.

I am bouncing topics around to an incomprehensible degree (do I have ADHD?), but back to school, midterms just passed for this semester and all but one test has been graded, and I am at all A’s baybyyyeee. Keeping that 4.0 and graduating a year early status. For now.

I still haven’t worked my way through persona 3 reload. I am almost done, I just have the last month of gameplay before the final boss so probably only 1 or 2 play sessions left. I couldn’t burn through it as fast as I did persona 4 or 5, but that is probably for the better. After this I have the spinoff games to work through. Yippee.